FATHER
WAKING
"With him I
will speak mouth to mouth, even apparently,
and not in dark
speeches."
Numbers 12:8
See
the father part the cold waters of linen,
swimming
straight up from a dream
about
meat growing on bone: morphine
keeps
his eyes wide, asleep or awake.
The
priest has come and gone already today.
His
dog burst through the kitchen, scaring the cat.
The
son at the bedroom window raises the blinds
and
begins to read aloud an Irish memoir--
high
mass, the stinking arc of incense, tongues
leading
the faithful to the altar.
The
father still seeing bone listens to his son.
His
class-ring has slipped to the night-table
from
his finger. With a bandaid it might fit again.
When
the son stands over his father to say goodbye,
he
lowers his palm to the old man's thin chest.
His
father calls him down, nothing about something,
his
mouth a singing whispering dark hole.
Later
the son will sleep, dream of his father
flush-cheeked
again and hale, overjoyed
to
be such a picture dreamed by his son.